I've been with this guy for so long... I really, really love him. But I don't think I am in love with him anymore... I am so torn. He is everything to me, but at the same time, I feel like I am nothing when I'm with him... I just go through the motions. "yes, baby. no, baby. i love you, too. yes, i promise, i love you. i really do." Why do good feelings always have to either die, or get taken away from me? Hmmm...

This post is going to be more therapeutic for me, so thank you for reading this, if you are. :)

"And sometimes that mountain you've been climbing, is just a grain of sand. And what you've been out there searching for forever, is in your hands." - Carrie Underwood

love you guys. <3

We all have our time machines.
Some take us back, they're called memories.
Some take us forward, they're called dreams.

today's post is all about people... because i think people are interesting. who else loves people watching? (:

that reminds me.. i saw a guy come through my line at bi-lo the other day, and he had on a shirt that said, 'special guest on the jerry springer show'. the great thing was he looked like the kind of person that would be on that show. it was awesome, and he was really odd.

jon & i have been hanging out a lot lately. i really like him, but we're such polar opposites. it's funny.

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you.

She doesn't know what she wants anymore,
all she knows is who she wants, and that's
the boy who doesn't want her back.

beauty is judged by the size of your
heart, not the size of your jeans.

he's just a boy who doesn't know what's right in front of him;
& she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.

No one can promise they’ll never hurt you, because at one time or another they will. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end.

Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it.

comment & subscribe, my darlings! love, holly

i'm really pissed right now.

me and my boyfriend just broke up yesterday... he was on vacation all last week, and didn't call me once the whole week. i called him once, but he never called back. so i'm sitting here all week, worried. then finally, i call him again a week and a half later and he's been home for the last five days! he told me that he's dating the girl he went on vacation with with his family, which somehow i knew is what would happen...

ASSHOLE.

soo... i'm really upset. but you know, life goes on. better people come into your life. it's all good. besides, i already met a new, nice guy that i've actually known for six years. haha. his name is jon and he's nice. so we'll see.

i will update soon, i promise. (:

Love, Holly

"No girl should ever forget that she doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her."
by Marilyn Monroe. i strongly believe that, even though sometimes it's hard to remember that, it's very true.

thanks for all the wonderful comments! :D love, holly 

After a while, you just can't cry anymore.
You just have to believe that what happens is what's supposed to happen,
and well, you can't change that even if you tried.
So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day

"Do you ever think that your life might be
easier if you weren’t in love with me?"